It's hard having a father that needs a liver transplant. Why?
You're simply wishing for someone to die, for someone to lose their husband or wife, their child... so your father can live.
It doesn't seem fair.

Though I know, life isn't fair but death doesn't seem to hold any kind of solace. Shouldn't death be rest? A chance to get away from the angst and worry from the world? Religion sure makes people react in certain ways that can be pleasant and yet some can be unpleasant. Regardless, those that have religion are either sure of where they will "go" after death, or aren't sure at all. We're judged throughout our entire life and then we're judged yet again after death?

I don't feel that's right. I don't want to be judged by people, by God, by anyone but myself. I've done things in my life that I feel solely are good. I've accepted people for who they are, I've followed my heart and I've gone through my life with compassion for others. I feel I've been a good person, without religion affecting me and my daily good deeds.

Death should hold solace.
Not judgement.