I think I put too much faith in you
because I can't understand why you'd
lie to me. I don't even know if I should
say anything to you because I really
don't want to start a fight.

I love you dearly, I care for you so much
and yet you treat me differently
because I live forty minutes away now.
How is that fair? What kind of a friend
lets distance get in the way?

I'm hurt and I'm angry and I don't even
know how to put this to words. I just
don't understand. You didn't want to go
because he couldn't, but you went
anyway with the friends I don't see
often anymore either.

Tell me, please.

Do you honestly think that won't hurt me?
Do you honestly think I can take that so willingly?
Do you honestly, honestly think it's okay with me?

Maybe I've sent the wrong messages.
Maybe I've said the wrong things.
Maybe I've lead this entire thing to where it is now.


But that doesn't change the fact it hurts me.